The Blackangel

I would say goalie. No matter how good a goalie you are, the majority of the blame for a loss is going to be aimed at you. Especially in a championship game.

To the surprise of no one, I talk to @Rain Dew the most.

Our worst nightmare has come true. Adolf managed somehow to seize power. He promised to be a dictator. He will eliminate elections and the constitution, as he promised to do. Everyone and anyone that is opposed to him is going to be hunted. He already promised that. We are going to be imprisoned, murdered, or deported even if we were born here and have never left this country. Anyone with a dark complexion or even a goddamn tan is going to be deported to Mexico. Asians will all be deported, as will Muslims and Arabs in general. Once again, just like before, our allies will be telling us to go to hell. And rightly so. With a convicted felon seizing power, laws in this country are a thing of the past. The constitution bars anyone convicted of a felony from holding any kind of office, or even running. That's obviously a thing of the past. You're not guilty of any crime if you're a right wing nazi. If you're on your knees praying for a chance to lick his balls, you're not guilty of crime. If you're opposed to him, you're guilty of all crimes. Especially the crime of having a fucking pulse. This country is gone. They're probably going to rename it Adolfica or Adolfland. I won't lower myself by typing its legal name. That word is beneath all people. But obviously not the nazis. They probably have its name tattooed on their ass. I am so sick and beyond pissed that I can't even see straight. I'm going to Canada next month to talk to the government about getting asylum. If it's granted, I will renounce my American citizenship and be Canadian for the rest of my life. And to think that I was stupid enough to enlist when I was 18 to defend this country. It's something that I have regretted for more than 20 years now.

I’m going to Ottawa next month to see if I can get asylum. Adolf was by some sick cosmic fuckup reelected. I just hope someone with good aim visits him very soon.

I don’t know. Constant DLC’s tend to ruin games for me. And I’m sure I’m not the only one who feels like that. I got the DLC from the ultimate edition, and that’s all I want. Also any DLC they released would have been strictly for RDO. With AAA titles, studios try to focus on their online version of the game. Once the story mode is out, they don’t offer a whole lot of bonus content. Which to me is a blessing. But then again, I despise online gaming. It literally turns my stomach. If it’s your thing, then by all means, have a blast. But ask me to play online, and we’re going to find out exactly how far I can throw a waffle iron.

The only DLC for RDR2 is the bonus content that you get with the special/ultimate editions. Otherwise, there hasn’t been any new content released.

I still sleep with several guns within arms reach.

Now I’m thinking you’re American.

All of our favorite AAA titles have things that don’t make sense to us as gamers. Even after patches and updates released these mysteries still remain. For example in RDR2, you can find 2 of 3 meteorite fragments. Some have alluded that to gain the third piece, there’s something you have to do in GTAO, but that theory has never really been accepted among RDR2 obsessives. I can say that with confidence because I’m on several forums that are exclusively RDR2. Then there’s the princess kidnapping. Her name was Isabeau Katharina Zinsmeister. It may be something Rockstar cut, but left the missing poster as some form of easter egg. Some have suggested that she may be the mystery girl at Emerald Ranch. While it could be possible, it’s highly unlikely. There are also items that are hidden so well that if you don’t know someone who knows, you will never find them, and most likely never even know they exist. Can anyone here find the fluorite, ammolite, shrunken head, or the devil himself? For some of you reading this, this is the first time you have EVER heard of these things. And I can promise you that there are dozens more. And for those 100% completionists you want a TRUE 100% don’t you? Well just let me know how long it took you to find the aforementioned items, plus the shark tooth trinket, hawk talon trinket, cats eye trinket, turtle shell trinket, and crows beak trinket. I’ll give you a hint: no fence can make them, and no NPC in the game ever mentions anything even remotely related to them, because they don’t know of their existence. The only ones who did know of them are long since dead. You find them all in different locales in the game. So missing items, possible removed content, and things that no gamer knows exist, are some of the mysteries we have to deal with. And the biggest reason, is because we’re sitting here simply asking “why?”.

As far as I’m aware, it’s not on any streaming service. So to my knowledge, you’re going to have to buy the disc and watch it that way.

I started sleeping with a loaded rifle in my hands when I was 12 for reasons I’m not going to get into. Obviously if I was doing that, I was in a violent and dangerous environment.

How do you pronounce some words? I grew up as a redneck, and learned to talk like one. For example, take the word Pecan. Most people pronounce it puh-con. I learned to say it as pee-con. Then there’s some location that I pronounce differently. Take Louisiana. I pronounce it loo-zee-anna. New Orleans is another. I pronounce it N’olinz. Nevada I enunciate the A. I pronounce it Ne-vay-da. Actually a huge number pronounce it that way, because there’s a town here where that is the proper pronunciation. Then there’s the name of our state, Missouri. Most people pronounce it Missouree. A lot of us pronounce it Missouruh. Even Tech N9ne pronounces the state Missouruh.

Until I was with @Rain Dew I had never seen Star Wars either. We’ve been together since 2004.

I’m on Seroquel as well, but for other reasons. Seroquel alone doesn’t help me sleep. But it’s one of many medications that I’m on, and the combination at night usually does the trick.

Wendy Koopa. She was the only Koopa kid who was a girl. In fact she was also the only girl in the game aside from Princess Toadstool.

No Dracula character could ever come anywhere near Bela Lugosi. He IS Dracula. No one else deserves the right to put on the cape.

Some that I haven’t seen is The Godfather, Indiana Jones, Back To The Future, and Casablanca to name just a few.

You would lose your mind if you only stared at the road. I look all around when I’m driving and I’ve never had a problem.

Their most iconic (and best IMO) song is Livin’ On A Prayer. Another of my favorites is Blood On Blood off New Jersey.

I take a melatonin every night and I also have a prescription for Ambien. It’s kinda hit and miss with them. I take the melatonin every night, and an Ambien if I’ve gone several days without an real sleep. When I was younger, I had insomnia worse than you can imagine. I would often go for up to two full weeks without real sleep. I would just get micro sleeps. Ten minutes here, seventeen minute there. Then it would suddenly end, and I would literally sleep without waking up even once for 36-40 hours.

The Raven is a poem, not a book. The Masque Of Red Death is a short story. The only actual novel he wrote is The Narrative of Arthur Gordon Pym of Nantucket. Everything else was short stories and poems. I can only think of one exception, as it was a small novella. That would obviously be The Fall Of The House Of Usher. As for my personal favorite poem (aside from The Raven) is easily The Bells. Like the vast majority of his works, it’s about the descent into madness. My favorite short story is, again, an easy choice. It’s The Cask Of Amontillado. Easily one of his best.

I started initially with an electric, but since I’m teaching myself now, I’m going with an acoustic. That reason being that I only have a tiny little amp, and it’s actually a bass amp, not a guitar amp. So acoustic is what I’m practicing for now. I do want to learn how to make my guitar squeal like a pig, and scream like a banshee.

Not including NKOTB (whom I ADORE) I was a big fan of Bon Jovi and Warrant. But there was still bands like Poison, Cinderella, Whitesnake, White Lion, Mötley Crüe, Ratt, GnR, Def Leppard, Skid Row, Kix, Slaughter, Extreme, L.A. Guns, and SOOOOOOO many more.

My all time favorite is The Libertine. In my opinion, it’s his greatest performance of his career. It’s sad that it’s such an unknown and underrated film. It also starred Samantha Morton and John Malkovich. But that didn’t help it be known.